Reos Event: the Watchers - 2

"me on lookout?" Ariana asked blinked shocked at the suggestion. " im not really good at that, im a healer not a watcher" she tried to explain but the Haedians were being serious and didn´t seem to back down. "fine fine i do my best.. to prove myself right?" she asked and signed nervously. She followed a grey and white Haedian to the lookout post her small paws trying to keep up with the speed of the Haedian. She walked the thin road side with glowing yellow moss leading up to the lookout point, she stared in shock at the amazing view from the lookout post as they reached the top together. "this is it right?" she asked and watched the Haedian walk off and wishing her good luck in staying awake for the night. the tiny brown chaser Ariana didn´t think she needed luck for that part more needed luck when it comes to keeping a sane head and not being haunted by yourself and your own thoughts.
She inhaled a huge amount of air before looking around getting used to her surrondings and the overview while there were still a tiny bit off light and before night and the whispers strikes her mind. Ariana always tried think poisitive thoughts in order to keep her evil dual personality at bay. Half the time it worked and sometimes it was like playing a game with something you couldn´t see nor touch, just feel its presence. The lights slowly dimmed and the tiny bit of light left was from fireflies covering the cave with multiple glowing light. She moved to sit down in a better position her ears twitching in different directions to listen for threats as she slowly became more and more blind. Ariana already had a bad vision on a daily basis, but when the lights dimmed it was like mysterious shapes woke up and formed in every corners trying to get a bite of her. She shivered as an cold wind hit her and whispered in her ears " you can´t do this, you not good enough for this task" Ariana shoke her head " shut up shut up " she shouted trying to not cry as the whispers got louder and louder closer and closer before suddenly something wet touched her, and she leapt almost over the edge before getting pulled back to safely. " Are you okay we heard screaming are there enimies anything?" the grey and white Haedian that had lead her here asked while looking on her concerned. " You almost jumped over the edge, little one" he said and Ariana looked down shaking and panting for air. " ehm thanks for saving me.. and there are no.. well no threats" she said atleast no real ones, she thought and shivered. " you sure " the Haedian asked and took a look aorund and nodded " will you be fine right?" it asked and she nodded even tho she was scared. Now that it was here everything was more quiet and calm. She had almost killed herself, which was pretty unbelievable in itself, to her atleast. "good i´m gonna go please only scream or call when needed" the Haedian explained to her and Ariana nodded that she understood, but knew inside that she props will be unable to keep the promise. She watched every step the Haedian took as it walked away from the lookout post once more, leaving her all alone once again to her thoughts.
She tried to focus on the flickering lights of the fireflies, the patterns they were moving in seemed like they were shaping different roads in the sky. It was fascinating and pretty despite the tiny whispers and omnious sounds in the background. "why wouldnt they shut up" she asked in the air and shook her head usual at this time she would be sleeping, in order to hide from the sounds within herself that tried to haunt her down. It hadn´t always been there, they had came suddenly one day with dark tempations and alterations of her thoughts. It was an alter ego of her own kindness twisting her actions and words on and off. Sometimes it would appear like a being made of shadows red shining eyes with a wicked smile like a devil on her shoulder, Ariana shivered as another cold wind hit her. I gotta focus and stop thinking about these bad things, stay awake, think positive, get through this goddamn watch and hellish night. I got this i can do this. Half the rest of the watch went with thinking positive thoughts and postive words. She kept repeating the words over and over,  the other half went with scratching lines into the ground in order to try,  get rid of any dark influence that tried to make her go crazy,  or shout when she wasn´t really supposed to.  So the watch ended after what felt like forever